| 讓時間停止... 我....也很想在最開心的一刻停下來 那麼...我就不會唔開心了 你....過得很開心吧 我也想日日過得很開心 不會再有唔開心0既感覺 但原來要真真正正忘記一個人是很難的.... |
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| 我想發脾氣..好想憎佢,...我真係好憎佢的 但為何自己又不停咁因為他而流淚 我覺得自己好差... 己經有一個好好的男朋友了...還想怎樣 他真的對我好好.. 我應該珍惜 但另一個他呢..為何他傷我咁深我都仲唸住佢 我憎唔落....心只有不停痛 我要忘記他所有.... 給我力量好嗎 |
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| 好耐冇0係度寫日記...不過都好..應該冇人會睇 只係想舒發一下.... 今日中秋...冇邊度去...突然好似好寂寞咁 上年0係外國過...冇乜慶祝..但去了pub dancing 再前兩年是和他一開過...今年呢 他有他的節目慶祝...我呢...呆在家中...haha 好無聊...冇乜心情出去吧,.... 其實畢業之後好像成個人都down down 的.. 唔知自己可以點...亦唔知將來可以點 大學...畢業了....書讀完了 工作...都算找到了一份可以的吧..都叫大公司..可以做兩年 感情...single..冇乜寄託...冇野可以去唸 我...究竟有咩目標...有咩仲要achieve....我連我將來都唔知會點 唉......我係邊個.... 我要點.... |
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| 不想哭........ 不想一個人.;.... 不想做呢份工...... 不想留0係度... 不想忘記所有野.... 點解要迫我..... 真係好辛苦...... |
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| did not type diary for half year... no reason, just because nth can write here, the life is sucks, can compare with the life in austria, nth good can write down. start working for 2 months, totally regret getting this job, out of my expectation and the staff not so nice. i prefer the staff treat me good on their face (may be not in their mind!) rather than totally treat me bad and ignore me, especially that is the one u need to ask for teaching u..... Study period really is the dreaming part in my life especially for that half year...but all passed....we need to face the reality....but the real always sucks and oweful.... what can i do for my future, try to changing other job now, but afraid the result will be the same....GOD~~ |
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